的资金存留虽然有些宽裕了，但是漏洞已经太大了，终于还是被父亲知道了。一气之下父亲收回了店铺，让邓伟明出去独自求生。
“萧萧，在家还好吗？哎，我跟我爸吵架了。想着准备自己出来闯荡一下。”邓伟明走出了家门，心情烦闷的他给赵萧萧打了个电话。
“怎么回事啊？你回去求求你爸爸呗，父子没有隔夜仇。有什么打不了的。”电话那头的赵萧萧有些惊讶，之后劝道。
“也没什么，出来也好，我也想自己闯荡闯荡。看看自己的能力到底有多少。我还不信了，凭我邓伟明还闯不出个名堂来。”出来了，多少有点轻松的感觉，虽然迷茫。但是天下之大又何处不可去。
“你还是回去吧，你没有吃过什么苦。外面的生活你受不了的。”赵萧萧依然在劝道，只不过口气有点变化了。好像有些勉强。
只不过此时给自己打足信心的邓伟明没有听出来。两人聊了两句，就挂电话了。结尾赵萧萧还在劝邓伟明回去。可是没有效果。
当晚，邓伟明拿上自己的行李，登上了去广东的火车。在大学的时候，同学们就说过。广东那边的发展空间很大。只要自己有能力，又会浑水摸鱼。就能混出点名堂来。而恰恰邓伟明对自己很有信心。
火车开动了，看着窗外往后退却的灯火，就仿佛是流逝得时光。邓伟明不禁想起了小时候。那时候家里刚起步，而自己根本不懂事。天天就知道玩。爸妈总是很小心的保护自己。
那时候家里的生意很忙，有时候爸妈忙起来都没时间照顾自己，而自己就跟姐姐一起玩。大自己两岁的姐姐总是跟着自己后面帮自己收拾残局。自己的性格是个丢三落四的，不是脚上的拖鞋丢了。就是脱下来的上衣不见了。回到家才反应过来。而姐姐总是很及时的把自己丢失的东西放到自己的眼前。
这次离开家，姐姐哭了。恨自己不争气，也很爸爸的心狠。而妈妈也跟在身旁落泪。拖着行李箱走出家门的时候，妈妈给了五千块钱。而姐姐没有出来送自己，自己知道，姐姐是在房间里哭。
想到这里，邓伟明摸摸自己口袋里的钱，眼泪也下来了。这一切怎么会成这样。到底是什么原因造成的。邓伟明不愿意去想。
火车飞快的行驶在铁轨上。一个又一个的城市被它落在屁股后面。邓伟明的思绪混乱。想想离家时悲伤的情景开始烦躁。而后想想自己以后的路子开始惊慌。又想到自己功成而归的情形开始兴奋。
“广州真热啊。这都十月底了。还跟火炉一样。”下了火车，邓伟明就是一阵牢马蚤。这个天气确实让人受不了。北京天已经开始转凉了。而这边还是盛夏。
邓伟明出了火车站，没有打车。而是随便上了一辆公交车，行驶大约4.5站左右就下车了。找了个宾馆安顿了下来。躺在床上，邓伟明思绪万分。明天自己就要开始新的生活了。自己到哪里去找工作。公司上班，自己大学没上好。没有毕业证，人家公司也不知道要不要。不过自己的能力应该还是有的。希望碰见一个能慧眼识珠的公司吧。
“您好，我是来应聘的。”邓伟明有些心慌。说话都感觉有些不自在。到底还是缺乏自信。
“你的毕业证呢？你是什么学校学什么专业的。这些东西你都没准备你来应什么聘啊？出去！”看着邓伟明递上一张很简短的简历。考官随便瞟了一眼。就没了兴致，开始赶人了。
在这个社会，你要么是名牌大学毕业。要么就是有多年的社会经验，或者相关专业知识。不然工作是真的很难找。一连好几天碰壁。邓伟明开始有些灰心了。更加的不愿意去找工作了。可是钱快花完了。从小就不知道节约用钱的自己快山穷水尽了。现在已经搬到了一家小旅馆，开始吃方便面了。只不过这样也撑不了几天。
邓伟明有些灰心了，当初自己想象出来闯荡社会。那么有的有雄心壮志。临了却有些怯场了，再加上不断的碰壁。邓伟明索性当起了缩头乌龟。在旅馆里不想出去。
“萧萧，在干什么呢。我有些想你了”烦闷不已的时候，邓伟明给赵萧萧打了个电话。想得到点安慰。或者潜意识的想对方给自己鼓鼓劲。好让自己重新有勇气出去再寻出路。
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“没干嘛，你回去了没有啊？”电话对面的声音有些慵懒。像是刚起床。这个甜美的声音一直都让邓伟明深深的着迷。
“没回去，没脸回去，在这边也找不到工作。哎，都快山穷水尽了。”面对自己心爱的人，邓伟明开始倒苦水了。不成熟的他对于自己信任的人总是带着点依赖。只不过从来没有意识到过。
“你回去吧，你没受过苦。你再外面很难生存下去。听话，跟你爸认个错。回家去”赵萧萧没有安慰，也没有鼓励。出乎邓伟明意料的泼了一盆冷水。
“不会的，我还想继续试试。大不了饿死在外面。反正不会回去的”赵萧萧话让邓伟明听了很不舒服。话里话外的藐视让邓伟明很不可置信。不过邓伟明相信这是赵萧萧的无心之失。并不是有意的。邓伟明在电话里还是表明了自己的决心。要继续下去。
“我的话你是不是不听啊。行，我好心劝你。你不听，那算了。挂电话吧。”邓伟明还没反应过来。电话里就出现了忙音。手举着电话，愣住了。心开始酸酸的。慢慢的心脏开始有些疼痛。对方的电话挂的那么坚决。自己唯一想得到安慰的人对自己那么决然。
一夜无眠，满脑子混乱。一直想不通事情怎么会变成这样子。
第四章 山穷水尽寻出路
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