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???????今?????天?????是?????高?????中?????毕?????业?????旅?????行?????的?????最?????后?????一?????日?????，?????返?????程?????的?????大?????巴?????快?????开?????动?????了?????，?????徐?????妍?????有?????东?????西?????没?????拿?????，?????赶?????回?????饭?????店?????房?????间?????取?????，?????所?????以?????最?????后?????一?????个?????上?????车?????。
???????前?????头?????的?????位?????置?????都?????坐?????满?????了?????，?????她?????走?????到?????堆?????满?????行?????李?????的?????最?????后?????面?????才?????找?????到?????位?????置?????，?????一?????个?????人?????落?????寞?????的?????坐?????下?????。
???????她?????坐?????好?????后?????，?????仰?????颈?????遥?????望?????着?????车?????辆?????中?????段?????吵?????闹?????的?????一?????群?????人?????，?????中?????心?????是?????她?????的?????男?????朋?????友?????李?????煦?????，?????他?????周?????围?????围?????绕?????着?????男?????男?????nv?????nv?????在?????打?????牌?????聊?????天?????，?????玩?????得?????不?????亦?????乐?????乎?????。
???????她?????心?????中?????很?????不?????是?????滋?????味?????，?????方?????才?????经?????过?????他?????身?????旁?????时?????，?????他?????竟?????然?????连?????看?????都?????没?????看?????她?????一?????眼?????！
???????她?????望?????了?????那?????群?????人?????一?????会?????，?????便?????装?????作?????不?????在?????意?????转?????头?????看?????着?????窗?????外?????的?????风?????景?????，?????可?????实?????际?????上?????，?????她?????心?????里?????难?????过?????的?????要?????命?????…?????…
???????而?????千?????头?????万?????绪?????，?????要?????从?????两?????周?????前?????说?????起?????，?????她?????的?????闺?????蜜?????看?????到?????李?????煦?????和?????别?????的?????nv?????孩?????子?????出?????去?????玩?????，?????还?????拍?????了?????真?????相?????照?????传?????给?????她?????。
???????相?????p?????里?????头?????，?????是?????一?????个?????男?????生?????的?????背?????影?????和?????nv?????生?????的?????侧?????影?????，?????两?????人?????贴?????得?????很?????近?????，?????她?????认?????出?????nv?????的?????是?????李?????煦?????篮?????球?????社?????团?????里?????的?????经?????理?????，?????叫?????周?????芸?????姿?????…?????…?????男?????的?????背?????影?????有?????些?????模?????糊?????，?????是?????挺?????像?????李?????煦?????的?????，?????但?????她?????不?????敢?????肯?????定?????。
???????因?????为?????她?????的?????不?????相?????信?????，?????言?????之?????凿?????凿?????的?????闺?????蜜?????一?????个?????不?????高?????兴?????，?????也?????同?????她?????冷?????战?????了?????…?????…?????徐?????妍?????难?????受?????得?????很?????，?????心?????想?????她?????更?????是?????一?????定?????要?????把?????这?????事?????弄?????个?????清?????楚?????！
???????但?????她?????不?????是?????个?????直?????来?????直?????往?????的?????人?????，?????什?????么?????事?????都?????要?????在?????心?????理?????绕?????个?????十?????七?????八?????遍?????，?????这?????次?????也?????不?????例?????外?????，?????她?????想?????问?????清?????楚?????李?????煦?????，?????但?????又?????怎?????么?????都?????提?????不?????起?????勇?????气?????…?????…
???????于?????是?????乎?????，?????整?????趟?????毕?????业?????旅?????行?????，?????她?????纠?????结?????着?????，?????都?????对?????李?????煦?????ai?????理?????不?????理?????，?????弄?????得?????他?????也?????火?????了?????，?????最?????后?????两?????天?????的?????旅?????程?????他?????自?????顾?????自?????找?????别?????人?????去?????玩?????，?????g?????脆?????不?????理?????她?????了?????。
???????和?????闺?????蜜?????冷?????战?????，?????和?????李?????煦?????也?????冷?????战?????，?????徐?????妍?????想?????倾?????诉?????也?????不?????知?????该?????找?????谁?????，?????她?????孤?????伶?????伶?????的?????，?????觉?????得?????好?????冷?????，?????双?????手?????环?????x?????抱?????着?????自?????己?????。
???????她?????看?????着?????窗?????外?????，?????问?????着?????自?????己?????，?????为?????什?????么?????会?????变?????成?????这?????样?????呢?????？?????明?????明?????小?????时?????候?????大?????家?????那?????么?????要?????好?????…?????…
???????脑?????中?????不?????由?????自?????主?????浮?????现?????了?????一?????些?????过?????往?????的?????画?????面──
???????两?????个?????男?????孩?????和?????一?????个?????nv?????孩?????总?????是?????凑?????在?????一?????起?????玩?????得?????脏?????兮?????兮?????的?????，?????那?????是?????李?????煦?????、?????莫?????君?????林?????，?????和?????她?????。
???????三?????个?????人?????住?????得?????近?????，?????还?????很?????巧?????地?????从?????y?????稚?????园?????到?????高?????中?????都?????读?????同?????一?????间?????学?????校?????、?????同?????一?????个?????班?????级?????。
???????他?????们?????一?????起?????玩?????，?????一?????起?????写?????作?????业?????，?????一?????起?????读?????书?????，?????一?????起?????挨?????骂?????，?????度?????过?????无?????数?????的?????美?????好?????时?????光?????，?????那?????时?????候?????谁?????都?????没?????有?????复?????杂?????的?????心?????思?????，?????感?????情?????纯?????粹?????而?????天?????真?????，?????一?????直?????到?????国?????中?????李?????煦?????对?????她?????告?????白──
???????李?????煦?????很?????好?????，?????y?????光?????热?????情?????，?????和?????他?????一?????起?????总?????是?????很?????愉?????快?????，?????她?????考?????虑?????一?????阵?????，?????便?????答?????应?????他?????了?????。
???????而?????渐?????渐?????地?????，?????她?????开?????始?????有?????自?????觉?????的?????跟?????莫?????君?????林?????保?????持?????距?????离?????…?????…?????除?????此?????之?????外?????，?????j?????往?????这?????事?????她?????也?????不?????敢?????叫?????妈?????妈?????知?????晓?????，?????因?????为?????妈?????妈?????总?????是?????耳?????提?????面?????命?????地?????说?????着?????不?????能?????早?????恋?????。
???????只?????是?????妈?????妈?????还?????是?????很?????快?????地?????发?????现?????了?????。
???????她?????被?????狠?????狠?????告?????诫?????了?????一?????番?????，?????尤?????其?????是?????被?????再?????三?????警?????告?????，?????不?????许?????在?????上?????大?????学?????前?????有?????过?????界?????的?????行?????为?????影?????响?????学?????习?????。
???????徐?????妍?????想?????想?????也?????是?????。
???????听?????说?????男?????孩?????子?????一?????开?????荤?????了?????就?????很?????难?????戒?????掉?????，?????她?????想?????考?????第?????一?????学?????府?????的?????外?????语?????系?????，?????更?????需?????要?????勤?????花?????时?????间?????努?????力?????学?????习?????。
???????就?????这?????样?????j?????往?????了?????三?????年?????，?????如?????今?????都?????要?????高?????中?????毕?????业?????了?????，?????在?????她?????的?????坚?????持?????下?????，?????两?????人?????也?????只?????牵?????过?????小?????手?????、?????亲?????过?????不?????到?????十?????次?????小?????嘴?????，?????尤?????其?????是?????这?????段?????时?????间?????为?????了?????推?????甄?????，?????她?????专?????心?????准?????备?????着?????，?????李?????煦?????约?????了?????她?????好?????j?????次?????都?????被?????她?????给?????拒?????了?????…?????…?????他?????不?????高?????兴?????，?????是?????不?????是?????也?????包?????含?????这?????个?????原?????因?????呢?????？
???????她?????想?????着?????心?????事?????的?????时?????候?????，?????忽?????然?????身?????边?????的?????位?????子?????一?????沉?????，?????她?????反?????s?????地?????扭?????头?????望?????去?????，?????是?????身?????材?????比?????一?????般?????高?????中?????生?????还?????挺?????拔?????的?????莫?????君?????林?????坐?????了?????下?????来?????。
???????“?????这?????里?????安?????静?????。?????”
???????他?????手?????里?????还?????拿?????着?????一?????本?????书?????，?????眼?????神?????淡?????淡?????的?????扫?????了?????她?????一?????眼?????。
???????喔?????，?????所?????以?????是?????嫌?????吵?????才?????坐?????过?????来?????的?????…?????…
???????她?????也?????没?????期?????待?????他?????会?????安??????????情?????绪?????低?????落?????的?????自?????己?????，?????从?????小?????到?????大?????，?????他?????们?????三?????人?????玩?????在?????一?????起?????时?????，?????每?????次?????她?????哭?????了?????只?????有?????李?????煦?????会?????哄?????她?????，?????莫?????君?????林?????却?????总?????是?????呆?????呆?????的?????在?????一?????旁?????坐?????着?????，?????什?????么?????话?????都?????不?????说?????，?????就?????会?????傻?????牵?????着?????她?????的?????手?????。
???????说?????实?????话?????，?????莫?????君?????林?????的?????外?????表?????比?????李?????煦?????还?????出?????se?????，?????但?????他?????太?????冷?????峻?????，?????习?????字?????如?????金?????，?????连?????点?????反?????应?????都?????没?????有?????，?????就?????是?????有?????看?????上?????他?????长?????相?????的?????nv?????生?????，?????试?????了?????j?????次?????也?????就?????自?????讨?????没?????趣?????放?????手?????了?????。
???????相?????反?????地?????，?????李?????煦?????x?????格?????开?????朗?????，?????标?????准?????的?????y?????光?????帅?????哥?????，?????反?????而?????吸?????引?????了?????更?????多?????nv?????孩?????子?????，?????甚?????至?????有?????人?????直?????当?????着?????她?????的?????面?????对?????李?????煦?????告?????白?????，?????她?????这?????个?????nv?????朋?????友?????被?????无?????视?????也?????不?????是?????一?????次?????两?????次?????，?????可?????她?????没?????想?????到?????，?????这?????会?????是?????李?????煦?????也?????无?????视?????她?????了?????…?????…
???????以?????往?????不?????管?????她?????怎?????么?????闹?????脾?????气?????，?????他?????也?????不?????曾?????如?????此?????。
???????她?????不?????得?????不?????怀?????疑?????他?????的?????心?????变?????了?????，?????像?????闺?????蜜?????说?????的?????，?????他?????有?????别?????人?????了?????…?????…
???????她?????撇?????开?????头?????，?????继?????续?????看?????着?????窗?????外?????，?????但?????耳?????后?????突?????然?????传?????来?????一?????g?????热?????气──
???????“?????妍?????妍?????，?????这?????个?????词?????是?????什?????么?????意?????思?????？?????”
???????低?????沈?????发?????哑?????的?????声?????音?????离?????得?????很?????近?????，?????近?????得?????像?????直?????接?????沉?????沉?????地?????敲?????在?????她?????耳?????膜?????上?????，?????她?????心?????尖?????一?????颤?????，?????敏?????感?????的?????耳?????朵?????微?????微?????烫?????了?????起?????来?????…?????…?????她?????不?????适?????的?????扭?????过?????头?????，?????对?????上?????莫?????君?????林?????漆?????黑?????的?????眸?????子?????，?????他?????正?????认?????真?????的?????注?????视?????着?????她?????，?????跟?????着?????视?????线?????往?????下?????，?????她?????看?????过?????去?????，?????他?????修?????长?????的?????手?????指?????正?????指?????着?????英?????文?????书?????上?????某?????个?????单?????字?????。
???????她?????知?????道?????他?????不?????是?????故?????意?????的?????。
???????徐?????妍?????心?????中?????感?????到?????羞?????意?????，?????却?????不?????好?????说?????他?????什?????么?????…?????…?????她?????低?????下?????头?????，?????顺?????手????
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